Equanimity While Your Legs Are Shaking

Last night’s yoga fundamentals class was fun, as usual. It was tough, challenging and enjoyable, if you can imagine that. One particular pose I found difficult was, of all things, the chair pose with my back to the wall. Now, I understand this is meant to strengthen the thighs and calves without putting strain on the back. We were made to sit in chair pose with our backs to the wall and a block between our knees. Sounds easy enough, right? Wrong. By the first minute, my legs were starting to wobble from squeezing the block. My thighs were on fire and my breathing was becoming uneven and hurried. It was then that I decided to “be one” with the pain. I can almost hear you mumbling “Say what?”

Every time I feel discomfort from doing a pose, I become aware of the pain and then just let it be one of the sensations I feel. In short, I also observe the other goings-on in my body, especially my breathing. (Let me remind you that discomfort is different from shooting or sharp pain. If you feel that a pose is too tough for you, take the easier option. A good teacher usually offers options for each level of difficulty. Your body may need time to get to the more challenging level, so accept that. In time, it’ll get easier.) As the burning and shaking of my thighs became more intense, I became calmer and more aware. I closed my eyes and listened to my teacher exalt the physical benefits of the pose (stronger legs, better posture) as well as the mental and emotional ones (equanimity in the face of life’s many pressures and adversities). I observed my breathing and the discomfort until the three minutes were up and I could relax.

I’ll keep practicing at home until I get to eight minutes!

Photo from Elsie’s Yoga Kula: Free Online Yoga Podcast Classes

About Louie-An

Hello. My name is Louie-An and this is a record of my thoughts and observations on my own yoga practice. I am not a yoga teacher, so please view these as musings of an ardent yogini who wants to monitor her progress as a practitioner. These entries are not meant to be instructional in any way. If I do offer a few tips, please work with a certified and experienced yoga teacher before trying them out. Also, feel free to share your own experiences with me so we can learn from each other. I hope you enjoy reading the posts as much as I do writing them. Namaste.
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2 Responses to Equanimity While Your Legs Are Shaking

  1. Lisa Pilapil says:

    Wow, siyempre, stage mother. Seriously, congrats anak!!! Super love this blog of yours. Why don’t you practice at home and I can join you. So I can go back to my yoga practice.

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